A Suicide Note (Version 1)

I spend my days alone

Not a friend around

I would not mind a friend or two

But there are none to be found

Loneliness is my playmate

We play through the night

Loneliness turns to anger

Raging like a bonfire

Burning a hole in my gut

Burning me up from the inside out

Lighting the fuse that will explode

The bomb of rage that my fist can deliver

Anger turns to confusion

All thoughts of logic leave my head

Leaving only emptiness of being alone

Knowing only no one cares for me

Knowing that no one will ever care for me

Confusion turns to depression

Sorrow darker and colder then the deepest cave

Sadness as heavy as a mountain

Depression of which the only way out

Is death by my own hands (Or)

The love of another