Poem (with music): Death and Me

In the light where dancing fairies dwell,

whispering of the deals fate compels,

A fleeting breath, a gentle sigh,

As air hangs thick and spirits fly

I look longing across a chasm wide,

With Death, my solemn, patient guide.

“Dear death,” I plea, “let’s barter here,

I offer dreams, I hold so dear.

What do you give for breaths still drawn?

For vibrant blooms and whispered dawn?

For memories of warm embrace,

and fleeting touches of time and grace.

The laughter of a child’s play,

The light of a setting day.

Take from me life’s sad veil,

The creeping doubts, the faintest wail,

I’ll barter strength for lives entwined,

For every love that’s left behind.

“What, dear death, do I obtain,

From tender tears, from joy and pain?

For every moment that I seek,

There lies a cost, a painful truth to speak”

I reach within, my heart in hand,

“I’ll trade you longings and a grain of sand.”

With bated breath, I watch and wait,

Stillness hums as Death decides my fate.

Pausing to consider for a time,

The symbols on the silver moon entwined.

A sigh escapes, like autumn leaves,

In this transaction, my heart believes.

“Your offer’s rich,” Death softly sings,

“But life’s a web with tangled strings.

As we tread through shadowed paths

With every sorrow, and pain’s cruel laughs,

For every joy, a flicker fades,

In every heart, a shadow wades.”

“But oh,” I plead, “let me extend

This fragile barter, so I can end,

In death, I see beauty’s glow,

A cycle danced, the ebb and flow.

To realms beyond. Where echoes cease

In the stillness, there is release

“What, dear death, do I obtain,

From tender tears, from joy and pain?

For every moment that I seek,

There lies a cost, a painful truth to speak”

I reach within, my heart in hand,

“I’ll trade you longings and a grain of sand.”

With gentle grace, Death shakes its head,

“For life’s high price is never shed,

But should you choose, dear soul, to fight,

Rebuke the dark, and embrace the light.

Let us bargain not to flee from time,

But for your strength to face the climb,

To cherish moments, bright and rare,

And weave them into every prayer.”

The sun does rise, and here I stand,

with melancholy joy and hour glass in hand.

In bargaining, I found my place,

To live, to love, in the Day’s embrace.

The Peacock and the Peahen

Poor Mr. Peacock, with feathers so fine
Doing all you can to look your best
Can’t you see that all you give
Takes away your soul

Silly Miss Peahen, strutting so well
Judging only by the colors you see
Don’t you know that the feathers you seek
Are as hollow as your heart

Poor Mr. Peacock, working so hard
Grooming your feathers for the heart of the hen
Can’t you see that all your beauty
Masks what rots inside

Silly, Miss Peahen, taking all you want
To feed an appetite you’re unwilling to name
Don’t you know that all you get
Is not worth what you give

Poor Mr. Peacock, no longer shinning
All your feathers turned to rags
Just waiting for anyone to come along
To talk of how things used to be

Silly, Miss Peahen, the fun is gone
Another conquest is all the same
You spent your life playing the game
Never found what you were looking for

Poor Peacock, Poor peahen
We shed a tear for them
But don’t you know, can’t you see
Baby, they are you and me